A lot of terrible things happened on me recently, worse can not be worse.
Monday morning when I just reached office, then immediately realized my "tree" is gone!!!
As usual, I putted down bag and turned to fill water, but when I try to carry my plant out to have sunshine, I found it was not on my desk as before, then I knew I forgot to brought it back on last friday.
The tree is my hope, although I didn’t expect anything on it, but I still feel sad, quite sad.
Tuesday I went for the appointment with dental doctor, as I thought before correctly, she did not really care about what I said, and just straightly ask me lay on the dental chair, and "open your mouth"... From that moment, I choose shut up.
The dental bill is horrible as they said. Luckily have company benefit so can claim all. HOWEVER, next appointment with senior dental doctor will be pay by myself, cannot t image...
And I lost my necklace on that day also, the necklace that I loved.
Wednesday I went to temple, wish could get some clue about my further study, but the hints not too clear.
Buddha tell me must be mercy.
Yes. I should have reflected on my attitude to the new girl...
stupid girl, stupid girls.
Thursday, I tried to call mum, hope can get some encourage from her, the result was same as before.
She was sad, I was regretting till now...
Why I am always try to something impossible, make my mum understand me? I knew it couldn't happened since very young, now still make same mistake to get irritating both of us.
I am stupid, I know!
And accidentally knock my head on the edge of cupboard in Endoscopy, the nurse teased me because I am too tall, and they never knocked before...
What should I say?
During the being knocked moment, I am almost fainted.
Friday, I tell myself peace I can accept anything.
Surprised me, nothing happened.
Supervisor’s nonsense was used for it already, so not counted in.
I cooked cream pasta dinner for myself as award, not bad taste! haha!!
Now is with my hurted tooth and laptop on the bed.
Nothing happened.