Sunday, May 24, 2009

谁比谁优?

拜五晚上去听老师扯淡,突然觉得这门课挺有趣!
准则,行为准则,道则准则,利益准则。

在我某一次被伤害的时候,我就隐隐觉得蹊跷。为什么大家都在做对的事情,却有人受伤害? 出发点是个幌子,是现象而不是实质。

周五一个人打电话来说机器有问题。我告诉她一个做法,她质疑我的做法会对另外的部分产生伤害。对的!是会伤害到另外一个部分,不过那个部分是很便宜的,不会造成巨大不便的。1她听起来不是很信服,希望她这样照做。

四川地震前,某些小动物有些不安分,虽然科学家说那不是什么,是巧合而已。可是,我们都相信动物对灾难的预制比我们准确。
从这个方面可以说动物比人类先进吗?
不可以?为什么??

Monday, May 18, 2009

Religion is a gift, I haven't get it

听到这句话,我仿佛明白我为什么要看这部电影。

我是个嘴上没有什么禁忌,内心玩世不恭的浪荡子,洒脱虽性是我的天性。
当我要被约束的时候,我希望那个人是毫无置疑的圣神。

最近很后悔在church说的一句话,我希望那个人能明白我的真心,还有我内心的呼唤。

Please let me see you in my life;
please let me relay on you;
please let me admire you.
please let me love you.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

16th may 2009

In a stable relationship, what role would Sex play as?

She had a nightmare last night. She was dreamt about her boyfriend come back from another city to see her. They have been stay together with each other for almost half a week but without touch each other. Wearing own pajamas sleep on same bed, no hug no kiss or something else.
She was freaking out in the dream; she was wondering something must be goes wrong between them. Maybe her boyfriend’s have same feeling.

It brings me to new idea, which is really keep each other in a relationship?
Initially, I believe it is the chemical reaction works, if both have good reaction with other, then they will be together sweetly. That’s normally happened in your first love. In that kind of love, peoples are normally blinded, that is why Chinese verbs says:情人眼里出西施. In medical might be explained as body generates a special hormone to specific person. Hold hands will have heart beats beating fast symptom and so on. That is a good starting.

However, the chemical will have a day to run out. How we are going to handle this? We still love each other maybe, but we are not that expect to meet up. We have many excuse as work, as need private space, like friend...So another reaction been discover to keep hormone generate continues. That is Sex. A new experience occurs and really could feel each other whole hearty, and even believes loves more than before. This is the best time to married. Know him better but not that much; mysterious attraction still works even better than before.

You could not image popo is so smelly but she has face of angle; you don’t want to have morning kiss with him anymore because of bad mouth smell. How to keep the love? Be more patient to others, be nicer? Is baby would be a good solution; distract people’s emotional dislike with each other and focus on a new subject. Could be.

I am not married so maybe I don’t on the right position to discuss this, but I am quite sure this is a topic was been discuss many years and still will goes on.

No conclusion, no personal opinion, just feel want to talk about it….main for myself.

Friday, May 08, 2009

Don't lie to me

恩,最近在朋友的推荐下,开始看这个没有全部出完的美剧。

最近的一集最精彩。他遇到了一个比他更高招的犯人。一个强奸犯而且会挖掉女生的眼睛,而且说谎不着痕迹。

开始的部分,我都有点紧张。似乎看起来真的有点不知所措。特别是当他摔桌子的时候,我觉得他甚至是在乞讨对方的怜悯。心里小小os 一下,我没出息的手足无所得想法。
当然,其中他从监狱守卫那里看出的小愧疚,我觉得这个有点太电视剧了。小小bs一下,编剧完全可以动脑筋找到一个更好的突破口,或许因为是电视剧剧本,所以仓促。

不过真正的重点是如何是看明白他的缺点。变态的人就是希望别人仰慕他,嫉妒别人比他更出名,不管方式是如何的。
还有,关于这个变态的犯人,我那卑微的os有是正确的,他不欺负弱者不管是因为不屑还是变态的本质有点阳光。当他看到同样境遇的人会有惺惺相惜的感觉,这是自然的感情。

不要对我说谎。

Sunday, May 03, 2009

我想说

最近意识到一件事情。
本小姐,天性孤僻,而且固执,只喜欢做自己喜欢的事情。没有兴趣的事情,逼着才能做,而且非常排斥,结果不如人意当然是情理之中。

对朋友同理对之。
同事或许有所收敛,但没有好到哪里去。。

幸而不排斥很多东西,否则肯定半事无成。

小小担忧,将来如果有一天,我什么都不喜欢了,怎么办?

是想培养自己热爱大自然,热爱万物呢,还是改变自己,学会爱每一件事情呢?

最近的小宇宙爆发,觉得我要破茧而出,不能在温水中继续麻木。我喜欢刺激的生活。
我喜欢宝宝。