Maybe you hate me....this is what I scared about.
Maybe you are not... that is even worse.
I just dreamed about you, although haven’t see your face, only remember a pair of innocent eyes behind mask, looking at me. In the dream, I did not realize it is you at the first beginning; mum told me it is you after you left. The doctor who help me fix my decayed tooth is you, isn’t?
Why your eyes are so plain, I can't read anything from it; it really makes me feel scared and hurt.
Mum is the person who strongly against us be together in reality life. Even now we are almost stranger mean to each other, she still don't feel like talk about you. But in the dream, she speak to me how you became a doctor was so peaceful, sound like she know everything actually and her attitude evidence my guilty.
I deserve to be punish in all my life,
I know, you are punishing me in your ways, in my dream.